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1428Y00F09citylight14Y00C3Y00J1NI get so lonely
1218Y00F04ruby12Y00C4NJude
0819Y00F05sharp08Y00J0N
0806Y00C1NHow much have you ever read that I've written? Well if you've read something
0801NI hope you enjoyed it, or felt frustrated by it or something... something
0801Nanyway just not acquiesce... something.
0801N
0801NThe truth is that I don't care about doing this at all anymore. I'm not even
0801Nsure if I can. When you realise that what you once regarded as valuable or
0801Nimportant is really nothing very much and though it once made you happy
0801Nyou're now governed by things that seem so much higher and so much more
0801Nexciting. Little things that used to fill hours, days and well in the end
0801Nweeks seem to have had a place, but that place is gone and I can't seem to
0801Nfind it anymore.
0801N
0801NBut I still write on partly as therapy to get me over the gaps that fill this
0801N`new` life. Not gaps really more waits for something you knows coming. (e.g.
0801Nbefore 12pm tomorrow) Take a look inside me and I'm really not that
0801Ndifferent, but if you can't appreciate that I feel it then you have no place
0801Nin me now. I'm sorry to you all and I wish I could do so much more but
0801Nyou're not helping by staying the same. We're outgrowing.
0801N
0801NI wasn't lonely before but now I am and you know I learn't something. You
0801Ncan go all your life up to a point and be unaware and blissfully content with
0801Nyour nothings and you little things but then this point comes and if you're
0801Nlucky enough to cross it you can appreciate real happiness. Well I suspected
0801Nas much, obvious yeah... but then I never thought that happiness could breed
0801Nsuch unhappiness within it. Once you cross the point your never going to be
0801Nhappy with less again. Well I reached the point and I'm so happy. And when
0801NI'm not happy I'm painfully unhappy and there are no inbetweens and really I
0801Nwouldn't want it to be any other way anymore.
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